Do you remember the first outing we had?
Both of us knew that we have something for each other.
We enjoyed ourselves so much
Then, frequent outings
Love starts to blossom
Ups and downs
Laughter and sadness
We face it together

Looking back, the time spend with you is never enuf
Time always flies when we are together

Recalling what you told me the past few days,
Hurts me so badly.
It hurts so badly that i cant have a peaceful sleep
The pain i'm suffering is so unbearable
I ask myself, why is the world so unfair?
Why cant i have what i want?
Why and Why and Why
The answers never came to me

I wanted to spend my whole life with you
I relate every part of my life just for you,
just to make you happy,
My life, My work, My everything
I put every effort i have into this relationship

But love, i cant be doing this alone.
I need your support and encouragement
It is not as easy as it seems
You are the light in my life,
It's because of you that I became someone
I really hope you could make the effort to be there
Make the effort to make it work
Rather than running away
And pretend nothing has happen
Which will hurts the both of us

love,
Sheila Rani

I dont understand why my dad behaves that way.  I dont noe why he prioritise outsiders compared to his own family. Yes there are good points about him as he favour me always but i dont understand why he dont priotise his family. For goodness sake dad, you are the leader of the family and you should look after us. I hate it when he repeatedly say that when he was young, he do everything by himself. That is YOU! We cant be you. Where is the love??? Where is ur responsibility towards us?? Where?? Where?

My brother was injured when he came back from NS.  My dad, dont give a damn about it. He keep on say that we are giving him problems. Yes I understand that my bro is quite mischeivous at times but he is bloody sick and injured.. Where is ur duty as a father?? And when he wants to go for NS also you are not the one who prepare the things for him but an outsider did it for my brother.. totally an outsider.. I feel so ashamed that my own father dont cares about his own son. I really love my brother. Although sometimes he can be a pain in the ass, he do have some good points. Of cos depends on his mood. Like today, when i say i wanted to dye my hair, he willingly volunteered to accompany me but i was so worried about him that i decided to pospone about it.

Ok, back to the story of my dad.  He usually drives taxi during his off days, like today.  My mum's cousin was sick and he needs my uncle help. My dad volunteered to fetch my uncle to my mum's cousin home. And i dont understand why he have to complain and mumble when he willingly do this. This shows that he is not sincere in anything that he does! WTH! He normally drives from 5pm onwards but sometimes the owner do give him the taxi earlier.  But the fact is that he can choose to drive earlier or later. Today, The owner smses him that he can take the taxi earlier. Time Checked: 2.37pm.  I dont understand why he have to rush himself to drive the taxi today. He just left my uncle at my mum's cousin place alone. The reason was he have to take the taxi.  Cant he prioritise what he was doing?? Somebody is sick and he willingly help but he do it half way! I hate halfway MAN!!!!!! It is though they have no principles in their life and do whatever tings that comes in their path of life! No plan at all and brainless! I really cant understand him and i really hate his actions! If i point out his mistakes, he cant accept it and say i'm rude. WTF! you mean i have no rights to say anything when someting is wrg to my eyes? Your money is more important than the family. You can even fetch my brother back to camp. This is so ridiculous. I never see a father like you before!

Enuf said! Wat matters now is tat my brother get well soon! Kakak love you so much. Take care!

Dear bf,

Can you buy me this bag???????????? Pllllllllllsssssssssssssssss....................
I love u soooooo muchhhh................

I so much in love with this song... I cant wait to dance to this song....

I’m not the type to get my heart broken
I’m not the type to get upset and cry
Coz I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don’t get deep to me
Never get the whole in love thing
If someone could say love me truly
But at the time it didn’t mean a thing

My mind is gone
I’m spinnin’ around
And deep inside
My tears I’ll drown
I’m losing grip
What’s happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel
 
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And they cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry
 
Did it happen when we first kissed?
coz its hurting me to let it go
maybe coz we spent so much time
and I know that it’s no more
I should have never let u hold me baby
Maybe why I’m so sad to see us apart
I didn’t give it to u on purpose
Gotta figure out how u stole my heart
 
How did I get here with you?
I’ll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from love with you
I’m broken-hearted
I can’t let you know
And I Won’t Let It Show
You won’t see me cry.......

 

All my life